Wednesday, May 14, 2008

 

     It was an exceptionally hot, humid day on the island of Dolphin Cove, off the coast of Florida. The rare breeze that blew across the sweat soaked faces of the Dolphin Cove campers aboard the small boat crossing the ten mile stretch from the mainland to Dolphin Cove was hotter than the still air itself. But Briony Greer didn’t care. She was too excited. It was her first time back at Dolphin Cove, the summer camp she had attended since she was eight. But her last year had been three years ago, when she was thirteen. And now, she and her six camp BFFs and originally Bunk 3 roommates were all back as CITs at sixteen. And she couldn’t wait to see her friends again.

     “Bri, Bri,” an excited, high-pitched voice interrupted Briony’s thoughts. She looked down and saw her eight-year-old half-sister, Symphony. Everyone said Symphony was the spitting image of Briony, but Briony didn’t think so. She had ultra-glossy, professionally straightened, boob-length ebony locks, deep hazel eyes, and soft, mocha colored skin. She was toned from her slim biceps down to her perfectly sculpted calves, and, though she was a little on the thin side, Briony had not spent countless exhausting hours dancing for nothing–she looked good.

     Symphony, on the other hand, was a little pudgy, though Briony’s mother insisted it was just baby fat. She wore her mahogany ringlets in two high pigtails and had a splatter of freckles dotting her tanned face. In Briony’s eyes, the only think of Symphony’s that resembled Briony whatsoever was her stunning voice. Both Greer girls had been blessed with amazing singing abilities but unlike Briony, who planned to Broadway one day, Symphony just enjoyed singing along to Hannah Montana on the radio.

     “What’s up, Symph?” Briony asked, her momentary annoyance with her sister for ruining her peaceful moment evaporating. Nothing was going to put her in a bad mood that day. Nothing.

     Symphony wrapped her freckled arms around Briony’s arms and pulled herself up so she was sitting in the seat next to her. “Tell me about her again, Bri,” she said, her brown eyes wide with excitement. “Tell me about-” she lowered her voice, “Atlanta Harris.”

     Briony rolled her eyes. Symphony was still in shock that Briony was friends with Atlanta Harris, a star on her favorite Disney TV show. Briony didn’t see what the big deal was. She and all her camp friends had know Atlanta since they were seven or eight, and to them, she was just Lannie, the sweet, strawberry blond who had been afraid to swim in the deep end of the pool until their third summer and had a massive crush on the lifeguard, Kyle. “Look, Symph,” she explained as the captain of the boat sounded the horn to signal that they were pulling into the dock. At the glimpse of the all too familiar lake and the cabins past the volleyball net, tennis courts, and pool, Briony’s stomach leapt. She was finally back!

     “C’mon, Symphony,” Briony exclaimed, giddy with excitement like she was nine years old again. “Let’s go!”

     Symphony was suddenly nervous. “I don’t wanna go,” she whined, down casting her eyes. She tugged on Briony’s arm. “I wanna go back home, Bri. I don’t wanna go.”

     Briony shook her head at Symphony. Of all times, she chose now to be homesick. Briony didn’t have the patience for that. She scooped Symphony up onto her back and dashed for the stairs that led to the familiar, splintered wood pier. It was so good to be home.

 

     Lannie Harris pushed her way through the hordes of preteen campers, searching for a familiar face. She was wearing cutoff Bermuda shorts and a simple pink H&M halter that matched her pink Havaiana’s. Her favorite wraparound Gucci sunglasses were positioned on her freckled nose, shielding her ever-so-recognizable aquamarine eyes from view so she could focus on her real mission: finding her friends.

      Lannie pushed her pixie blond locks out of her face and sighed. She had dyed her hair blond for a Warner Bros. movie she had just finished filming and she was going through a reverse treatment to get her natural color back. Lannie wondered if her friends would recognize her with signature strawberry blond waves gone. Of course, her face had been plastered across the cover of every tween celebrity magazine possible the second she went blond–but she doubted any of her camp friends read Popstar.

      Lannie was so lost in thought that she didn’t notice as a tall, lanky girl who was looking over her shoulder bumped into her.

      “Oh sorry,” Lannie piped up. The girl looked to be about her own age–sixteen, and had short, choppy platinum blond locks that reminded Lannie of Pink’s 2006 hairdo, or in her case, hair-don’t She wore a black what looked to be a sports bra over a hot pink tee shirt that was ripped to reveal her pierced navel. She wore baggy, army green cargos sitting so low on her waist that they were practically falling off her, and a black, spike-studded belt. On her feet were paint splattered Chucks. She turned to face Lannie and gave her a little grin. Her unusually bright emerald green eyes shone.

      Lannie blinked and pushed her sunglasses up so they rested on top of her head. There was only one person in the whole world she knew that had striking, emerald green eyes. “Macy?” she said in amazement.

      Macy McIntire stared at Lannie for what seemed like an eternity and Lannie wondered if she had made a mistake. But she couldn’t have. Even if the girl she was looking at had zero resemblance to the brown-ringleted, guitar playing poet she had last seen three years ago, those green eyes were Macy. Lannie would know those eyes in a crowd of thousands. She would never forget those eyes.

      “Lan?” Macy said incredulously. Lannie’s face broke into a wide, uncontrollable grin. Macy’s eyes widened. “Oh my God, Lannie!” Lannie could not hold off a second longer. She promptly threw her arms around her friend. The two girls embraced for a long time before Lannie, sniffling slightly, asked the question.

      “Have you seen anyone else?”

      “Nah,” Macy shook her head. “You’re the first one I’ve found. C’mon, lets go find everyone else.”

      The two girls linked arms and began their search for the other Bunk 3 girls. Campers stared as the pair pushed their way through groups of kids–a punk rebel and one of the most well know teen sensations in America–on a quest to find their very best friends.

 

      Iris Santos sat on a bench in the vicinity of a grand oak tree, shaded from the heat and the mess of campers milling about the beach, looking for friends they hadn’t seen in a year–or, in Iris’s case, three years. She dusted off her white Hollister short-shorts and smoothed out her white wife-beater, aware of how stunning the white looked against her deeply tanned, cappuchino colored skin.

     “Wow, Iris,” said the blond who sat next to her. “Just wow. You are so gorgeous.”

     Iris blushed. “God, Brianna. Compared to you, I’m, like, an ugly stepsister or something.” She studied her friend. Brianna Foster looked the same as always: stunningly gorgeous. But in the three years time that had elapsed since the two had last seen each other, Brianna had gotten even more beautiful, if that was possible. Her long, beachy blond waves cascaded over her moss-green-and-white striped bikini top and floated onto her white, zip up BCBG cover up. Her simple outfit was accentuated with gold, Grecian goddess-esque thong sandals and a simple gold pendant. On Iris it would have looked plain. But on Brianna it looked stunning.

     “Iris,” Brianna said seriously, surveying her friend. Iris was still petite and curvy, but she had lost her glasses, shed her braces, and gotten rid of the baby fat that had gathered on her stomach and under her chin at age thirteen. Now she had slimmed out and gotten a wicked pixie haircut and brightened up her dark hair with warm brown highlights. Her gorgeous almond shaped eyes were jaded–from many hours of staying up in the darkroom, Brianna presumed–but perfectly accentuated with just a touch of gold glitter eyeshadow. “You’re hot.”

     Iris blushed. She had not been expecting that. Suddenly, long arms grabbed her from behind and squeezed. She hadn’t been expecting that either. “Hey you,” said a voice she hadn’t heard in a long time. She jumped, surprised. Next to her, Brianna shrieked and jumped up.

     “Taaaaaaaaaahhhhliiiiieeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!” she cried gleefully, throwing her arms around the anonymous person behind Iris. Iris turned and saw Talia Emerson’s familiar smile grinning at her from beyond Brianna’s blond waves. Talia was taller than she had been at thirteen, but besides that, she looked almost exactly the same. Her long, chestnut colored hair cascaded down her back with not a single hair out of place, and her cute bangs were side swept so the eager, excited look in her indigo eyes was not to be missed. She wore jean shorts and a soccer jersey of some sort–her usual attire. And without braces, her smile seemed wider than ever. Iris could not resist. She wrapped her arms around her friends and joined in on the hug. God, it was good to see them.

 

     Elizabeth Hendricks stumbled off the last boat that docked and her heart warmed at the familiar sight of her beloved camp. Campers were already milling about, and it smelled like home. Her home. She did her best to gather up her little brothers, Tommy and Jake, who were engaged in a water gun fight, and her little sister, Emmy, who was nervously reverting to an old habit of sucking her thumb, and anxiously pushed her way off the boat and onto the soft, white sand.

     Once situated on land, Tommy and Jake found their friends, and, after a chorus of “Hey dude”s and “What’s up, bro?”s, they went off to do whatever eleven-year-old boys do, leaving Elizabeth stranded on the surf with a panicky, thumb sucking eight-year-old.

     “Hey, Em,” Elizabeth said, scanning the crowd for any sign of her friends. Do you see any of your friends?” Emmy shook her head hastily, her thumb never leaving her mouth.

     “Well, what about...” Elizabeth’s steady gray eyes searched for a group of little girls her Emmy might be friends with. She loved her little sister, but right now she wanted to find Macy, Talia, Brianna, Briony, Lannie, and Iris. And, of course, Reese. God knew if Reese was even going to show up. But her search was interrupted by a familiar head of black hair hurrying by. “Briony!” she exclaimed.

     The head turned, revealing Briony, who was giving a small girl about Emmy’s age a harried piggy back ride. Her eyes widened when she saw Elizabeth. “Oh my God,” she dropped the girl into the sand. “Elizabeth!” The two girls ran towards each other in a tangled, happy embrace.

     “Wow, Liz,” Briony said happily, surveying her friend. “You haven’t changed a bit.”

     “You say that like it’s a good thing,” Elizabeth grumbled, jealous of Briony’s stunning transformation from cute to flat out gorgeous. She fingered the white blond locks that fell softly to her belly button and straightened the hem of her baby blue tank top.

     “Come on, girl,” Briony joked, grinning at her friend. “Of course it’s a good thing. You are so sexy, girl.” She let out her trademark cackle. “And I’ll bet Aaron is gonna love those.”

     Elizabeth blushed and folded her arms across her C-cups, giggling. Aaron had been her camp crush back when she was thirteen, and things had heated up the last week before camp ended. It had been three years, and she hadn’t talked to him since. She’d been looking forward to seeing him again for practically forever.

     “Elizabeth,” said a small voice. Elizabeth looked down. Emmy had removed her thumb from her mouth and was now staring anxiously up at her sister, eyeing the two unfamiliar girls nervously.

     “Emmy,” Elizabeth said, raising her eyebrows at her sister. “Look who’s here. It’s...” she trailed off, waiting for Briony to fill in the blank.

     “My sister, Symphony,” Briony piped up. She bent down so she was eye level with Emmy. “Emmy, right?” Emmy nodded vigorously. She was about to put her thumb back in her mouth, but she glanced at Symphony, who was standing seductively, for an eight-year-old, at least, with her hands on her hips, and thought better of it. “Well, it’s Symph’s first year here at Dolphin Cove,” she explained, oblivious to Symphony’s embarrassed pout. “But you’ve been here before, haven’t you?”

     Emmy nodded happily. “Last year,” she explained.

     “Well, I was thinking maybe you could hang out with Symph, and show her the ropes,” Briony continued.

     “Of course,” Emmy smiled, glad to be put in the position of the ‘experienced camper.’

     “I think I see Jen, one of the counselors,” Elizabeth said, waving over the tall brunette that was head of the seven and eight-year-old girls division. After a quick round of hugs and “Oh my God you’re back”s to Elizabeth and Briony, Jen introduced herself to the little girls, who were now cautiously gripping each other’s arms, and led them away to join a pack of excited, very pink little girls that were crowded on one edge of the beach.

      “So,” Briony began, linking arms with Elizabeth. “Have you seen anyone?”      Elizabeth shook her head. “I just got-” she started to explain, but then paused when she spotted a group of girls sitting in the shade of the big oak tree, waving wildly and calling, “Bri, Liz! Bri, Liz!” Elizabeth looked at Briony and shrugged before the two girls took off across the sand to meet their friends.

 

      It was later that day when a helicopter disrupted the peaceful silence of waves lapping the shore on the far side of Dolphin Cove. It landed on the helicopter pad the Saunders family had paid to have put in nine years ago. A stunning girl with curly blond tresses and eyes the color of the deep ocean stumbled out and behind her two men dressed in black stepped out with almost a dozen suitcases. The girl straightened her Marc Jacobs sundress, dug the heels of her turqouise Jimmy Choo ankle boots firmly into the sand, lowered her Prada sunglasses to shield her eyes, and checked her leather Coach watch. It was one o’clock. Reese Saunders had officially arrived at Dolphin Cove.

 

     Talia Emerson sat on her bed–the bottom to Iris’s top bunk. That’s the way it had been since the first summer of camp nine years ago. The girls had spent the last hour, their free hour after lunch, gossiping and catching up, and now things were a little more subdued. Lannie was sprawled on her stomach on Talia’s bed, going through the pictures on Talia’s Sony Megapixel. And Talia was just daydreaming.

     “Woah,” Lannie suddenly burst out. “Rewind.”

     “What?” Talia asked, leaning over so she could see the display screen Lannie was looking at. Lannie held up a picture of a tanned, buff guy with curly brown locks and twinkling eyes who was grinning at the camera.

     “Who is this gift from heaven?” Lannie teased. Talia blinked rapidly to keep the tears from coming and stared at her brightly painted toenails. It wasn’t Lannie’s fault. She had no way of knowing. Why hadn’t Talia deleted those pictures anyway? She tried to convince herself she had forgotten, but she knew that she hadn’t. She knew that she still wasn’t over his dreamy eyes and soft, sweet smile and curly tendrils. His gorgeous face. Him, in general.

     ‘That’s Derek,” Talia said quietly. “my ex-boyfriend.” It was no use pretending. She was bad at lying and Lannie knew her too well anyway.

     Suddenly, Brianna’s loud, expressive voice filled the tiny cabin. It was high pitched, like it always was when she was excited. All that came out before she jumped up, giddy, was, “Reeeeeeeeeeeee!” Talia fixed her eyes on the screen door, where a head of curly blond hair was poking in. “Omigod, Reese!”

    

    

 

 

 

Thursday, May 8, 2008

       Callie Whittum sat down at the cracked, ancient oak table that dominated the Whittum family kitchen, ten minutes late for dinner.

       “Callie,” Mrs. Whittum said, fixing her gentle, watery gray eyes on Callie’s bright, mascara-lined aquamarine ones. “Dinner was ready ten minutes ago. I told you to be back by the time the streetlights turned on. Where have you been? I’ve been getting worried.”

       Callie tried not to let her grin show. No matter how upset her mother was, she could never really get angry. “Sorry, Mom,” she said breezily. “I lost track of time at Emma’s house.” She giggled, thinking of how she and her best friend, Emma Reynolds, had been pigging out on doughnuts, cold pizza, and freshly baked cherry cobbler when Mrs. Reynolds had found them and freaked out–she had spent all day baking the cobbler for a church party later that day. Then she had sent Callie home, ten minutes after the streetlights turned on.

       “Well, you’re here now, and that’s what’s important,” Mr. Whittum, the peacemaker of the family, said, rubbing his shiny, bald forehead. He gestured to the make-your-own-tacos ingredients that were spread out around the table. “Help yourself. Its delicious.”

       Callie stared longingly at at the just wormed tortillas, crisp, mint green lettuce, perfectly round tomato slices, diced meat, and mozzerella cheese. It all looked so delicious but...her bulging, full to the top stomach reminded her that she could shove an inch more of food down her pizza, doughnut, and cobbler filled stomach. “I’m not hungry,” she said, sighing. “I already at at Emma’s.”

       Mrs. Whittum eyed Callie suspiciously. “What?” she asked.

       “Oh, uh,” Callie mumbled. She didn’t want to have to explain to her mother that she’d gotten in trouble for eating the cobbler. “..you know,” she finished. “Just, um, stuff.”

       “Callie,” Mrs. Whittum bit her lip anxiously. “Are you trying to lose weight? Because you know you are a healthy girl.”

       Callie looked down at herself. ‘Skinny’ was never going to be a word used to describe her, but she certainly wasn’t fat either. As her mother had described it, she was healthy for a tall twelve-year-old. She had a lot of muscle on her bones from playing soccer, softball, and gymnastics. Unlike her older sister, Megan, she had never really cared much about her weight. She’d never worried about what she ate or counted calories and obsessed over carbs.

       “No, Mom,” Callie sighed. They had been over this many times before. “I’m seriously not trying to lose weight. I swear. I just totally pigged out at Emma’s and now I’m stuffed. Could I please be excused?”

       Mrs. Whittum glanced up at the ceiling and then at her husband. She looked tired and worried. She studied Callie intently, taking careful notice of the curves her daughter had recently developed. “Okay,” she agreed. “But remember, Callie, you’re growing up and your body is changing. It’s only natural for you to put on some weight. It’s nothing bad. And if you ever feel like you do want to lose some weight, come and talk to me first. Healthy eating and excersize is the way to lose weight, not starvation.”

       “I know, Mom!” Callie practically shouted, storming out of the kitchen. She slammed the door for good measure and the paused outside to listen.

       “Derek, I just don’t know what to do,” Mrs. Whittum whimpered. Callie could picture her usually bright, smiling face crumpled and bent over as tears began to form in her eyes.

       “Allie, it isn’t your fault,” Mr. Whittum responded. “You only want to protect her.”

       “I ju-just don’t want her to end up like M-m-m-megan,” Mrs. Whittum blubbered. “I couldn’t protect one daughter from getting h-h-huurt, and I need to protect the o-o-other.”

       “I know,” Mr. Whittum murmered. “I know.”

       Callie sighed impatiently. She had grown tired of her mother’s relentless antics months ago, and now she felt no sympathy for her. So what if Megan had been bulemic and later anorexic for four years without Mrs. Whittum noticing before a counselor at Megan’s high school had finally called her up and told her that her daughter had a life-threatening illness. So what if Megan was now in rehab and had to rebuild her whole life again. Just because one Whittum girl had a problem didn’t mean the other did. And Callie was sick of her parents constantly bugging her and bugging her about it. Just plain sick.

 

Wednesday, May 7, 2008


17 di settembre, 1880

 

Caro nonna,

         Today is near the end of our voyage, Papa says. He took Isabella and I up on the main deck and we were able to see land in the distance. I could not make out anything, but it’s there. Oh, nonna, I am so pleased. We have been on this small, cramped boat far too long. The small children grew restless much time ago. We are all anxious to stretch our legs and walk on solid land again. It seems ages ago that I bid you goodbye in Firenze. I miss you so much, nonna. Mama is ill and cranky, and she does nothing more than lay in her dark corner all day and moan. It frightens me, nonna. I am used to seeing Mama so strong and brave, and now she is weak and sick. I am worried about her. Sebastiano has told me stories of how they take the sick away from their families in the new county. I do not want them to take Mama away from us. They cannot take Mama away from us. Papa will not let them. I will not let them.

Molto Amato,

Brigida

 

18 di settembre, 1880

 

Caro nonna,

         I am writing to you late this evening. Isabella sits on one side of me and Natashenka sits behind her on our small shared cot, braiding her long, wavy hair. They both say to tell you hello and send their love. Please pardon if my writing is messy, but I cannot see where I write. It is an immense darkness down here. It is hot and cramped. Though I cannot see anything, I can hear the sounds of many bodies turning and moving and rustling and whispering softly to each other and retching. I can smell them too. A month’s worth of human secretion is down here, nonna. It is horrible. I never imagined that humans would be reduced to living like animals, but here we are. And what angers me the most is that the cargo that the sailors bring back from Italia is positioned on the decks above us, traveling much more comfortably than us. It isn’t fair, nonna. Papa says to think that when this is all over we will be in America. Terra di il libero, Papa says. Land of the free. I do not understand this. How can it be free if Papa had to sell nearly everything we own so we could come on this terrible journey? Papa says we are going to a place called Nuovo York. New York. Each night, instead of telling us the usual stories about Coniglio Paolo, the mischievious rabbit who gets into all sort of mischief, and our favorite fable, he sits as Isabella, Tomasso, and I lie, falling asleep, and tells us of this place, New nYork. Even Natashenka and Sebastiano listen, and they always claim they are too old for Papa’s stories. He tells us of buildings that seem to touch the clouds, and streets filled with people, and yelling and delicious smells of all sorts of food being sold by merchants. He tells us of busy ports and bustling businesses. I can hardly believe any of it. I have never heard of anything like it and often I wonder if Papa is making this all up. But then he tells us of the tenement he and zio Lorenzo and zia Stefana have and how Zio and Zia and has promised to fix it up so it will be all ready for us when Papa arrives back with us. He tells us of how the apartment is small but cozy and has many memories of Italia and there are always warm, delicious smells coming from zia Stefana’s delicious dishes in the kitchen. He says that no matter how unfamiliar the world outside is, coming home into the fourth floor apartment on the busy street Canal is always wonderful. Papa says there are many friendly people there and it is much like Firenze in that everyone knows everyone. It all sounds so wonderful I can hardly wait.

Molto Amato,

Brigida

        

19 di settembre, 1880

 

Caro nonna,

         Today we saw it, nonna. The ones on the boat that have made this voyage before, for it is not only Papa, but many others fathers that have come back for their families, have been speaking of the majesty, the magnificence, that will await us when we finally arrive to the new country. None of us have been able to believe it. Until today, that is. When I see it I can hardly breathe. Can hardly believe what is before me. When I see it I know that all Papa has said is true. The promise of freedom, of happiness, it is all true. It has to be! We cannot have come all that was for nothing. I just know it. And standing there, taller than anything I have ever seen in my life, one arm raised into the stormy skies, as green as the much too expensive mint gelatto at Enzo’s, the beautiful woman shines brightly the pursuit of freedom and a new life. A better life for us. I am so jumpy that I nearly fall of the boat. I cannot wait any longer. I have to be there. I have to be there now.

         It takes another two hours until we dock at a place Papa says is called isola di Ellis. Ellis Island. I don’t see an island. All I see is a square brick building and many, many boats much like ours with dizzy people wrapped in shawls and worn coats pouring out, tired and clinging to one another, crying out in joy. The board is lowered to let us onto land and I am lost in the crowd. I cannot see Papa or Natashenka or Sebastiano or Gemma anywhere, much less smaller Isabella or Tomasso, so I just allow myself to be swept along. I will wait for them on solid land. The land of the free. My new home. I cannot wait!

Molto Amano,

Brigida

 

20 di settembre, 1880

 

Caro nonna,

         Oh nonna, it is so early that there is no light yet so i am writing by a candle. It seems like centuries since I left the boat yesterday afternoon. I realized soon that everyone had gotten off the boat except for a few families with sick ones that were going more slowly. I began to get worried because I did not see Papa or anyone among those. Then I spotted Isabella and Gemma. Finally. They came up onto the main deck looking dizzy and confused. They looked more of sixty than of thirteen and nine. But when they saw me their faces lit up. They called to Papa that I was there and then Papa appeared with a dehydrated Mama in his arms and Sebastiano and Natashenka alongside him. Tomasso was trailing along behind, not sure what to make of the whole thing. Papa nearly jumped when he saw me.          “Brigida, pensiere quello perdere!” He thought he had lost me? How strange. This whole time I thought I had lost him. But my eyes were focused on Mama, who was lying limp.

         “Mama?” I asked tentatively.

         Acqua!” Papa exclaimed. “Lei dovere acqua!”

         “Papa,” Sebastiano said reasonably. He was the most reasonable fourteen year old boy I had ever seen. All of his friends were rash and always in mischief. But not Sebi. “Papa, nessuna acqua.

         He was right. I saw no water but the ocean itself, and we certainly weren’t going to give Mama that.

         Suddenly, a uniformed man came up to Papa and started speaking to him in rapid English. I did not know what he was saying, but I took it from his hand gestures that he was trying to escort us into the long line that was snaking its way out of the square brick building.

         Now, Papa had been living in Nuovo York for long enough that his English was not so scratched anymore and he could speak semi-fluently. Fluently enough to have a conversation with a security guard. But in his fury, his face turned red and he started yelling in italiano. “Mia moglie dovere acqua! Mia moglie dovere acqua ora! Lie aux morire se lei no bere acqua ora!” He went on shouting like that, his face getting redder and redder, until Sebi grabbed his arm and looked up at the guard fiercely, his deep brown eyes, usually so calm and loving, flashing angrily. Then he said, in the choppy English he had learned in grammar school, “Me mama need the water. Need the water or die she will. Need the water, need it now!” The man looked at Mama’s crumpled figure and smiled apologetically. Then he told us, in strained italiano, that there was nothing he could do. That every family needed something for their sick ones. But all he could do for us now was check us off into the line. Papa frowned angrily as the security guard walked off, a happy-go-lucky smile on his face.

         The line was long and unmoving, so Papa set Mama down on a tree root so she could rest in peace. I sank down beside her and gazed at her sickly, frail body. “Mama?” I whispered to her, brushing my fingers across her sunken eyelids. Slowly, her eyes fluttered open and she looked up at me. Her once clear blue eyes, passed on, not to Natashenka, Sebastiano, Gemma, Isabella, or Tomasso, but to me, the only di Cucciaio child who look anything like Mama with her pale blue eyes, fair skin, and reddish brown curls, were now distant and empty.

         “Stefana?” Mama whispers hoarsly through dry lips.

         No Mama,” I cup her soft cheek in my own palm. “Io sono Brigida. Tuo figlia. Noi sono qui. Nuovo York. America, Mama!” I try my best to explain to her that I am not her sister, but her daughter, and that we have finally arrived in America.

         “America?” she is confused. Her eyes start to close again and her body is limp.

         “Mama, Mama,” I cry. Her eyes seem to pry themselves open, but I know they will not stay open for long. I explain anxiously what Papa has told me so many times before. When we are checked for the deathly sickness, anyone who has it will be sent to quarantine. And then, well, I don’t even wan’t to think about it. The thought of starting a life in this new and strange country without Mama by my side–even if she is weak and ill–is too horrible for words.

         “Mama,” I say urgently. “Tu dovere fingere.” I explain to her that when we go inside, no matter how bad she is feeling, she must pretend not to be ill. Mama’s eyes open again. “Fingere?” she asks. She is not understanding that she has to pretend. The line is moving faster now-we are almost to the entrance. “Papa!” I cry frantically as Mama’s body falls limp once again. I feel a hot breath on my back and realize that he has been standing behind me. He gives my shoulder a sad little squeeze. “Noi aux provare,” he says softly. I can see in his eyes that he has already given up hope. I want to shout, want to scream. We cannot just try, we must succeed! We must!

         I pull sharply away from Papa and Natashenka and Gemma catch me and pull me close to them on either side. Isabella clutches tight to Nata’s hand and Tomasso follows eagerly after Sebi as he helps Papa get Mama up. Then he and Papa wrap Mama’s limp arms around them and cover her in a tattered shawl. I catch Mama’s feet dragging across the cobblestoned path as we proceed through the entrance and wince, but from the front it looks like Mama is just walking along between her husband and son. It’s all going to work out, I decide with relief.

         We walk inside a long, dark hall crowded with people and suitcases. Children cry, adults shout, and above it all, fans whir slowly, blowing the stuffy air around and making the room even hotter. Papa pulls out a small, square blue card. It is creased and folded, like someone has held it and ran their fingers over it many times. It looks important, and I take that it is when he holds it up to a guard and he lets us through to the front of another long line.

         A matter of minutes later, we are called up to the counter. Papa gestures us to stay back, but the old, tired looking man behind the counter beckons us forward. All of us, even Tomasso.

         “Name?” the man says, eying us like he thinks we are stupid. I hate being looked at this way. Papa slides the blue card forward and the man studies it curiously.

         “Vincent Spoon,” he says finally. I look up, confused. What is he talking about?

         Papa nods, but his face says that he finds these two words as unfamiliar as I do. “That is me,” he says finally. I stare at Papa, wide-eyed. His name is Vincenzo di Cucciaio. His Papa’s name and his Papa before him. Sebi’s full name. Vincenzo Sebastiano di Cucciaio.

         The man said a lot of words really fast and Papa nodded his head many times before he spoke. “Mia noglie, my wife,” he said, squeezing Mama in what looked like affection but I could tell was really to keep her from falling over. “She is, ahhh, mute. Yes,” he concludes confidantly with a straight face. Then man seems to buy it. He asks a few questions and Papa says Mama’s name–Fernanda. But the second name he says is strange. It is what the man called him. Spoon. I blink in surprise. The man thrusts out a stack of papers for Papa to sign and proceeds to write Mama’s name on a fancy looking document. He points to Nata and Sebi and Gemma, and behind them, I with Tomasso and Isabella. Papa rests his hand on Gemma’s curly brown locks and speaks in words I do not know. Then he announces, “My children. Sebastiano, Natashenka, Gemma, Brigida, Isabella, and Tomasso.”

         “Sebastian, Natasha, Genny, Bridget, Isabelle, and Thomas.” I watch horrified as Papa nods.

         The man stamps my hand with a blue mark and smiles. He is missing his front teeth. “Welcome to America, Bridget,” he says. I blink and rip my hand away from him. I am not Bridget. No matter what. I am Brigida di Cucciaio, not Bridget Spoon in any way, shape or form.

Molto Amano,

Brigida

 

21 di settembre, 1880

Caro nonna,

         I have not yet recovered from the shock. Mama and Tomasso are gone. They took them away from us, just like that. What happened was just this. We got in another long line. It was so long I could not even see what we were in line for. But when we grew closer I realized it was some sort of health inspection. My breath came in sharp. Mama just had to get by it.

         Sebi went first. The doctor, a cold blooded man with thin blonde hair and a sharp voice, instructed him to take of his shirt and then held a strange device up to his chest before patting him and pointing out where he was to wait for us–on the other side of a door. He shrugged and joined the happy families filing through it. I could not bear to focus my eyes on the other door, where ill people were being shuffled through as their families were held back.

         Next Natashenka, Gemma, and Isabella, then I. I was astonished to realize that the doctor expected us to step out of our petticoats in the middle of this public hall. But trembling, I did as I was told. I just wanted to be free of this prison. Last of the children was Tomasso. He was crying as the doctor inspected him. Then he said a few words to Papa and Papa clung onto Tomasso fiercely. The doctor shrugged and informed Papa there was nothing he could do. I stared at my little brother. Tomasso was the healthiest and liveliest of all of us. What could possibly be wrong with him. Saliva bubbled in my throat but I swallowed my fear. Papa would not let anything happen to little Tomasso. I knew that.

         Next was Mama. Papa helped her out of her garments and I looked away, ashamed of Mama’s violation of privacy. The doctor had yet to put his machine to her when he nodded grimly and shoved her away. A scream ecaped me. How could he treat Mama this way. Tomasso looked very confused as another doctor began escorting him and Mama to the sickroom. Papa grabbed for Mama but missed. Sebi, Natashenka, Gemma, Isabella and I just stood there, paralyzed with shock. What were they doing? The man drew a gun and pushed Papa away. He shoved Mama and Tomasso into a room filled with ill people and shut and bolted the door. Then someone else escorted Papa and the rest of us outside. Papa was still shouting, his rage lost in the crowd of people. All around me people were screaming and crying and yelling. I covered my eyes and felt tears slide down my cheeks as I pictured Mama’s sad, empty eyes and Tomasso’s usually bright cheerful face so blank and confused, not understanding why these men were taking him away from his father and brother and sisters. I turned back but all I saw was a crowd of people I did not know, pushing past me, shoving and calling to each other. Suddenly, the thought of our humble, impoverished life in Firenze seemed wonderful compaired to this sad mess. I just want to be there with you, nonna. I just want to go home.

Molto Amano,

Brigida

 

 

        

 

 



 

 

Friday, March 14, 2008

I walk into the room

Finally

 I have been waiting

Outside

In the fluorescently lit room

Sitting

On a cracked, vinyl chair

Waiting

Just waiting
With a sea of kids

My age

Good kids

Great kids

Kids rehearsing

With their parents

Or by themselves

Muttering

The lines

I know so well

I scope out

My competition

There is a girl

With red hair

Who sits next to me

Her mother yells

At her

She yells rude things

When the girl forgets

A line

Or says it wrong

I do not know

Why she yells

The girl is very good

Maybe the best

 In the

Fluorescently lit room

I am

Number 262

Finally

Finally

They call me

Into the room

Past the red door

That every kid

Sitting on a

Cracked, vinyl chair

Wishes to go through

And three faces

Stare up at me

They stare

And smile

Not a nice smile

They look tired

Very tired

I can imagine

I am the 262nd person

They have seen

Since early that morning

Since I first sat down

In that

Cracked, vinyl chair

In that

Fluorescently lit room

“Hello,” a woman says

Pleasantly

Very pleasantly

But I look past her voice

Read her face

I am an actor

I understand

Emotion

Hers is

Stressed

Tired

Maybe even
Bored

I take a breath

A deep breath

Clear my throat

Smile

Smiles help

Then I begin

The street light
From the window

Outside

Illuminates

Her face

It is dark

Outside

Already night

I have spent

A whole day

In that

Fluorescently lit room

Sitting in that

Cracked, vinyl chair

I say the first

Line

The first word

Even

Already

It is wrong

I can see it

In their

Faces

I ask to start again

But they shake their heads

“Keep going.”

I continue

But I don’t really

Try

I already know

I am

Out

The man

The frowning man

Who sits

In between the two women

Holds up his

Hand

Stops me

“Thank you,”

He says
Grimly

But it is clear

He is not

Thankful

At all

The other

Woman

Smiles apologetically

I stuff

My hands in my

Pockets

And go back out

Through the red door

The red haired girl

Is next

I smile as she

Goes in

But she only

Frowns

At me

A nasty frown

Her mother also

Frowns

And glares

At my mother

My mother looks
Away

She is new

To the business

We both are

We don’t understand

The unfriendly

Atmosphere

I shrug my shoulders

At my mother and she

Hugs me

Every parent and actor

Stares

At her

Sympathy

The red haired girl

Comes back out

Crying

Her mother rises

Yells

Shouts

Grabs the girl

And drags her

Away

My mother glances

At me

I roll

My eyes

We walk out

Of the

Fluorescently lit room
Away from the sea of

Cracked, vinyl chairs

To our car

Waiting silently in the

Full parking lot

It is past

Dinner now

We stop at a fast food restaurant

For a bite to eat

We have been there

Since breakfast

All for those five minutes

In the room past

The red door

That is how it always is

A lot of waiting

Not much time

But it is all worth it

When you get that call

Late at night

Telling you

To come back in

Two weeks

So you can start

The read throughs.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday, March 2, 2008

 Libby Farthmore sat on the steps leading up to the lobby of her New York City apartment building, enjoying the steady drizzle and endless gray sky. She had a book in her lap, one of the two she was supposed to read over winter break, but, although it was three days into break, A Tree Grows In Brooklyn lay, yet to be opened, on her lap. The rain was just so much more interesting than the too many pages full of boring, repetitive words that lay between the thick, bound covers of a required reading book for the eighth grade. Libby thought the book looked mildly interesting and, though she would never admit it, thought she might have actually read it if it hadn’t been required. What fun was it reading required books?          
“Leebay, you is sure you do not want to come in. Very cold out of side.”          
“I’m fine,” Libby assured László, the kind, gray-haired doorman of her building. László had been the doorman since before Libby could remember. He had moved from Hungary to the New York when he was in his twenties, but still had a thick accent. László was the nicest adult Libby knew. He treated each kid in the building like they were his own.          
Suddenly, Libby heard the intercom buzz and a familiar voice blare out of it from inside the lobby.          “Elizabeth?” it called. “László, is Elizabeth there?”          
“Mo-om,” Libby complained. “I hate it when you call me that!”          
“Yees,” László said cheerfully. “Leebay ees right here, Mees Farthmore.”         
“Libby, you’ve been down there far too long,” Mrs. Farthmore complained. “I don’t want you getting sick. Grandma is coming next week and she’ll want to take you out to museums and such.”          
“But Mom, I like being out here with the rain,” Libby complained. “It helps me, um, get in touch with nature.” “We’re in New York City, Lib,” Libby heard her fifteen-year-old brother, Henry, call. “There is no nature.”          “Leebay, perhaps better go up to apartment now,” László said, smiling. “Would not want to make momma anger. She make deelicious devil’s food cake, no?”          
“Okaay,” Libby agreed reluctantly. “I’ll be right up, Mom,” she said into the intercom.          
“Bye, my Leebay,”  László said, nodding to her and she pressed the button for the twelfth floor.          
“Bye Lás,” Libby said, smiling, as the elevator door opened and she stepped in. “See you in a while.”          “Crocodile,” Libby heard László call as the doors slid shut and she bagan her journey to apartment 12B.            

Kristen Baker picked up the phone in the hallway of her fifteenth floor apartment and dialed her best friend, Libby’s phone number. As she listened to the phone ring in her ears, she wished for the hundredth time that she had a phone in her room, instead of the old, white one in the hall that was nice if you liked twirling your finger around the thick cord but not nice if you wanted some privacy. Usually, Kristen ended up crawling into the hall closet. Luckily, she wasn’t going to be having a top secret conversation. She just needed to ask Libby a quick question. “Hello?” Libby’s mother, Mrs. Farthmore’s voice rang out on the other end. Kristen heard Libby’s five-year-old sister, Jenny, singing in the background.          
“Hi Mrs. Farthmore, could I talk to Libby please?” Kristen asked politely. She had much more phone ettiquite than her twin sister, Sydney, who, when calling her best friend, Alexa, just went, “Is Alexa there?” and sometimes burped loudly.          
“Um, I’m sorry Kristen, Libby isn’t avaliab-” She was interupted by a loud slamming of doors, shuffling of feet, and muffled yelling, before a breathless Libby’s voice came from the other end.          
“I’m here, I’m here,” she gasped for a breath. “Hey, Kris, what’s up?”          
“Hmm…nothing,” Kristen replied, sitting on the cherry wood end table that housed the phone and propping her feet, clad in striped knee socks, against the cream colored wall. “I was just wondering if you wanted to go on a bike ride. Sydney’s at the movies with Alexa, Dad’s at work, and I’m bored.”          
Libby coughed, and it turned into a laugh. “A bike ride? Kristen, it’s pouring! Why don’t we go see a movie like Sydney?”          
“There aren’t any good movies playing,” Kristen explained. “And besides, you love being out in the rain. We could bike to 52nd and Franklin and get hot dogs at Giani’s. He’s better than all the rest.”          
“My mom doesn’t want me being out in the rain,” Libby explained stubbornly. “Besides, I’m a vegetarian.”          Kristen laughed. “Since when, Lib? You had orange chicken at my house last night.”          
“Huh?” Libby asked in mock confusion.          
“The Chinese take-out my dad got us,” Kristen said slowly. “Orange chicken. You ate it.”          
“Oh!” Libby exclaimed. Kristen could practically see her face lighting up. “Oh…right! Haha. Um, uh…that was meat? WHAT?! Since when?”          
“Libby!” Kristen exclaimed in annoyment.          
“Sorry,” Libby giggled. “I just, I dunno. How about we just hang out at your place?”          
“Boring,” Kristen complained.          
“Okay, come over here then,” Libby tried.          
“Fine,” Kristen agreed reluctantly. “But I still think it would be funner to go on a bike ride.”          
“The only reason you want to go on a bike ride is because Blake Huckabee’s house is on the way to Giani’s and you’re hoping maybe he’ll be outside,” Libby informed Kristen.          
Kristen was glad that Libby wasn’t there to see her face turn bright red. “That is so not true. I didn’t even think of that!”          
“Kristen, really,” Libby said. Kristen could picture her rolling her eyes.          
“Well, I’ll be down in a minute, bye!” Kristen said, quickly hanging up. She pulled a faded, Manhattan Volleyball Club sweatshirt over her brightly colored Forever 21 babydoll, dusted off her jean cutoffs, and decided for and then against pulling her new yellow Converse over her striped socks, before locking her front door and padding into the elevator in her sock feet, where she rode down to the twelfth floor and rang the doorbell.          
The door creaked and Kristen heard the sound of the chain lock being undone before Libby’s voice called out, “Jenny, don’t open the door without asking who it is.”          
“Okay,” Jenny’s sweet voice responded. “Who is it?” she squeaked.          
“Me,” Kristen replied, smiling.          
“Oh,” Jenny said, struggling as she pulled the door open. “Libby, it’s okay. It’s only Kristen.”          
“Only Kristen?” Kristen asked, pretending to be deeply hurt. “Only Kristen? What are you talking about, Jenny?” “Sorry Kristen,” Jenny giggled. “You are the most importantest person in my life.”          
“That more like it,” Kristen laughed, scooping Jenny up into a hug.          
Libby rolled her eyes. “You’ve trained her well, Kris,” she said, shaking her head.          
“If you don’t mind,” Jenny said, wiggling out of Kristen’s arms and heading towards the dining room table, where the phone lay silent. “I’m expecting a very important call.”          
“Oh?” Libby asked, tickling her little sister. “From who, may I ask?”          
“Jonathan Hendricks,” Jenny said importantly.          
“A boy?” Kristen teased. “Is he your boyfriend?”          
“Silly,” Jenny giggled, blushing.          
“He is!” Libby exclaimed. “Jonathan and Jenny, sitting in a tree…”          
“K-I-S-S-I-N-G!” Kristen joined in.         
 “Yuck!” Jenny exclaimed. “Yuck, yuck, yuck!”          
“Bye, hon,” Kristen said as she followed Libby to her bedroom. “Have fun with Jonathan.” “Shhh,” Jenny whispered. “Don’t tell. Mommy might be mad.” “Okay,” Kristen whispered back before closing the door to Libby’s bedroom.         
 
Libby had flopped onto her unmade bed. She wore a gray Abercrombie jacket and had changed into pink flannel pajama bottoms. Her dark brown hair hung loosely down her back, and she pushed her overgrown bangs out of her big, blue eyes as she sat up. “So,” she said with a mischievious glint in her eye, as Kristen sank into the purple bean bag chair that was positioned ontop of a heap of clothes in the corner next to Libby’s desk. “Let’s call Blake.” “No!” exclaimed Kristen hurriedly.          
“Why not?” complained Libby. “It’ll be fun.”          
“Nooo,” whined Kristen as Libby reached for her rhinestone encrusted cell phone. Suddenly, the phone rang, blaring No Air by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown.          
“Saved by the bell,” Kristen muttered with a small laugh.          
“Hello?” Libby said cheerfully, turning the phone on speakerphone.          
“Heey,” said a familiar voice. Kristen rolled her eyes and Libby frowned at her.          
“Hi Frankie,” she said, twriling a lock of hair around her chipped, navy colored fingernails. “What’s up?”          “Nothing much,” Frankie responded. Libby disregarded Kristen, who was making barfing noises, and turned the phone off speakerphone to finish the conversation.          
“I was thinking maybe we could go to mall later,” Frankie continued. “To see a movie or something. That new one that just came out yesterday. It looks good.” Libby laughed, thinking about Kristen’s earlier comment, that there were ‘no good movies playing.’          
“Sure, Frankie,” Libby agreed. “I’ll call you in a bit and we can figure it out, okay?”          
“Great,” Frankie finished. “I’ll talk to you later, Libby. I’ll get the showtimes off the Internet, so call me.”          “Kay,” Libby agreed. “Bye.”          
“Bye,” Frankie said before hanging up.          
“Ugh,” Kristen said the moment Libby put the phone down. “How can you be friends with her? She so, so…arh!” “Kristen, the only reason you don’t like her is because she’s going out with Blake,” Libby exclaimed in frustration. “You don’t even know her!”          
“Well, maybe I don’t need to,” Kristen retorted. “Maybe I can tell just from looking that she’s a rotten, no-good-” “KRISTEN!” Libby cried.          
“Sorry,” Kristen mumbled. “But it’s true.,” she added more quietly.          
Libby’s heart sped up. “Look, Kris, I’m not going to just sit here and let you insult my friend-”          
“Friend?” roared Kristen. “Friend? Frankie isn’t your friend, Libby. She’s just using you to get to Clifton. She wants to steal him away from you and two-time Blake. And everyone knows it but you!”          
“That isn’t true!” Libby was on the verge of tears. “I can’t believe you’d say that, Kristen!”          
“Oh, so now you’re believing Frankie over me?” Kristen exploded. “Frankie, who you’ve known since what? September. Over me, who you’ve known your whole life.”          
“Look, Kris, just because you’re jealous of me and Frankie being friends-”          
“Jealous? So now you’re putting words in my mouth. Who said I was jealous?”          
“Kristen, it’s kind of obvious.”          
“Just because I think-no I know Frankie is using you, doesn’t make me jealous of her. Why would I be jealous of her?”          
“You know what, Kristen, why are we even discussing this?”          
“I don’t know, why are we?”          
“I don’t know!”          
“Well, NEITHER DO I!”          
“FINE!”          
“FINE!”          
“I have things to do, anyway.”          
“Right with Frankie, your new best friend.”          
“Just leave me alone, Kristen.”          
“I will!”          
“Good!”          
“Bye.”          
“Hmph.”          
Libby flopped back onto her bed and watched Kristen slam the door and stop down the hall before going out the front door. What was Kristen’s problem anyway? Making all these accusations and saying such mean things about Frankie. It was clear she was just jealous anyhow. Libby pulled out the latest Teen Vogue and began to flip through it as she waited for Kristen to call and beg for forgiveness. But the next time Libby’s phone rang, it was Frankie, calling with movie times. The two girls agreed to meet at the theater in two hours, when the movie started. And when Libby left for the movie, Kristen still had yet to call.                     

Frankie Sosa sat silently on a vacated bench outside the AMC movie theater at the mall. She pulled out her scratched Verizon Wireless enV, a hand-me-down from her sixteen-year-old sister, Lucy, who went through phones as quickly as Frankie went through shoes, and pretended to text someone, a helpful tactic to avoid looking like a loser when you were alone.          
“Hey,” said a voice. A male voice. Frankie looked up. Clifton Reed stood there, decked out in a striped Hollister polo and just-baggy-enough faded jeans. He smiled shyly at Frankie, his newly, free of braces teeth shining. His warm brown eyes gleamed at her. She loved the way his messy brown locks fell into his eyes, causing him to shake his head like an overgrown puppy.          
“Hi Clifton,” Frankie said, smiling and blushing slightly. She concentrated on meeting his gaze but found she could not.          
“So, what’s up,” Clifton said, stuffing his hands in his pockets and shifting his weight. “Are you waiting for someone? I’m here alone.”          
Say you’re here alone, Frankie commanded herself. Say you’re here alone and maybe you can go see a movie together. But she would never do that to Libby. “I’m, ah, waiting for someone,” Frankie said, her voice cracking.   “Oh?” Clifton raised his eyebrows. Frankie was delighted that he sounded a little dissapointed. “Anyone I know?” he continued.          
“Um,” Frankie delayed her response. She racked her brain on something to say. She couldn’t exactly lie-Libby would be here any minute. “Yeah. Libby.”          
“Oh,” Clifton said. His face seemed to glow at the sound of her name. Frankie sunk down in her seat. How could she have ever thought that Clifton was even a little bit into her. It was obvious he was all about Libby. And she’d just have to live with that. She had Blake, after all. Even if he was “just a friend” to her. 

(dont worry i am adding more to this story right now and i'll post more soon)

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

This is a chain story I'm doing on Lisiharrison.net.....I am writing Elizabeth's part. I will post who is writing the other girls as soon as I find out. Here is the beginning that I wrote. I'll add to it as it grows, since it is a chain story. :)

Okay....here is the credit of authors.

Me.....Elizabeth

Alyssa.....Vienna

Cori......Nikki



Elizabeth: 

Elizabeth Hunter stepped off the stuffy, old yellow bus in anticipation. She breathed in the thick, humid summer air of South Carolina and sighed with contempt and she took in the familiar surroundings of Camp Arrowhead, the summer camp she’d been attending for seven years, since she was six years old. Camp Arrowhead was her true home. Back in California, her best friend, Anna, had moved away and her parents had just finalized their divorce. She was ready to forget about everything and have a great summer.           

“Lizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!” shrieked a familiar voice. Elizabeth jumped, startled and then grinned at the sight of her best camp friend, Vienna. The slender, tanned girl rushed towards Elizabeth, her caramel brown hair spewing out behind her as she made her way through hordes of campers.           

“Hey!” Elizabeth exclaimed, wrapping her friend in a hug.           

“Oh my gosh,” were Vienna’s first words. “What the heck did you do to your hair? It’s so, so dark!”           

Elizabeth laughed, fingering her armpit length locks, which were a mousy brown, instead of their usual sandy blond color. “I dyed it,” she said simply. “For an audition.”           

Vienna rolled her eyes. “You are way too into your acting stuff, Liz.”           

Elizabeth rolled her eyes. She loved that Vienna didn’t treat her like a superstar, even though she was one of the regulars on Nickelodeon’s hit show, All’s Fair In Love, War, And Junior High. “We all have our things,” she giggled, referring to Vienna’s unhealthy obsessions with soccer and junk food, two things that did not go well together. “So, what’s new?” Vienna asked as the two girls made their way down the shady path towards Bunk 4C, their bunk since forever. But a shrill voice interrupted their conversation.           

“Vienna!” cried a girl who’s most distinct feature was the reddish tresses that hung out of her high pony as she waved to Vienna and ran towards the two girls.           

“Nikki!” exclaimed Vienna, hugging the newcomer. “You’re here!”           

“I’m here!” Nikki cried and they hugged again.                   

“Liz,” Vienna said with a grin. “This is Nikki. We were best friends before she moved away in fifth grade. I emailed her and told her about camp, and she signed up! Nikki, this is Elizabeth.”           

“Her best camp friend,” Elizabeth added hastily, smoothing down her white Hollister babydoll.           

“Hi,” Nikki chirped excitedly. “Omigosh, Vienna, I have got to tell you what happened on the plane. And, come on, show me your cabin!”           

With that, the two girls ran off, leaving Elizabeth standing in the dust, her white Vans slip-ons gathering dirt.

Vienna:

Vienna and Nikki burst through the door of Vienna’s cabin in a fit of hysterics.
“Ok, ok, ok, let me get this straight,” Vienna giggled, “The guy behind you in the plane ACTUALLY asked you if you had a boyfriend?”
“Yeah, he seriously did! It was soooo hilarious! But he was like, eleven! I swear! I was like, ‘Sorry, but I do!’ I think he started crying!” Nikki laughed. The two girls started laughing again. The wiped the tears from each others eyes and finally calmed down enough to look around them. Vienna inhaled the inviting scent of pine and wet wood.
“Home sweet home!” she sighed.
“Elizabeth seems nice,” Nikki ventured, “but she looks familiar. Where do I know her from?”
Vienna slightly rolled her eyes. “She’s from that show on Nick, All’s Fair in Love and War, and Junior High,” she said casually. Nikki’s eyes widened.
“No way!!! She’s a star? That’s so awesome! You have to tell me about her!” Nikki jumped on Vienna’s bunk and layed on her stomach. She propped her head up on her fists and let her feet kick her back side. Vienna sat beside her.
“There’s really nothing to tell. She’s way nice, and she’s my BCF,” Vienna paused, “Best Camp Friend.”
“I got that part,” Nikki giggled, “but I wanna know that gossip! Seriously! Ok, did she really date Chace Murphey then dump him two hours later? Did she actually dump soy sauce on his head because he was talking about his sick mother?” Nikki asked, intrigued.
“Absolutely not!” Vienna snapped. “Elizabeth would ne-ver do that! You can’t listen to gossip like that.”
“Oh,” Nikki said, sounding slightly disappointed, “Okay. Well, I’m gonna go back to my cabin and unpack. Maybe I’ll catch up with you later?”
“Sure!” Vienna smiled. “We can sit together at dinner!”
“Ok, just make sure you invite Elizabeth! Cuz I’d really like to get to know her. See ya!” Nikki said, skipping out of Vienna’s cabin.
Vienna pulled her cap over her head and sighed. Sometimes being friends with a star was a real pain.

Nikki:

It was dinnertime. Nikki walked in and looked for Vienna. She saw Elizabeth first though and started walking over to her. “HeyElizabeth! Have you seen Vienna?” Nikki asked. 

“Uhh yeah, she had to change. You know how Vienna is with her clothes.” Elizabeth laughed. 

“I know! She wears like five outfits a day.” The two girls laughed. “I have to ask you a question about your show, but you probably don’t want to hear it because you’re on a break.” 

Nikki wanted to ask Elizabeth about all the rumors she heard. 

“It’s okay. I’m used to it. That is why I love Vienna so much because she treats me like a normal human being.” Elizabeth was a normal kid and Nikki had to remember that. 

“Yeah, Vienna’s a great friend. Omigod, I love your shirt! Where did you get it?” Nikki looked at what Elizabeth was eating and felt sick. 

“Thanks, I got it from Tyler Lyson for my birthday.” Nikki saw Vienna walk in, but she turned away. 

“No way! Is it true about him and Lauren Brooks?” Elizabeth laughed. “No, he said he would rather date a monkey then her.” The two girls were practically on the floor laughing. 

“Hey guys! What is so funny?” Vienna came and asked. “Oh, nothing it was a had to be there moment.” Elizabeth told Vienna. 

“Oh, okay!” Vienna said with a smile, but Nikki could see the sadness that she was left out in her eyes.

Sunday, February 24, 2008




“Zoey, hurry up!”             
“Coming,” Zoey called back. She grabbed her digital camera and traipsed out of her bedroom.             
Katie was sitting on Zoey’s kitchen counter, clicking her fingernails on the cold tile impatiently. Her long golden hair was pulled back into a tight bun, with loose strands falling in her face. She had on a simple navy tee shirt and blue jeans, but Katie could always turn something ordinary into something extraordinary.               
Beside Katie, leaning against the kitchen counter with an annoyed look on her face, was Bethany. Bethany was in all of Katie’s classes at Monroe Middle School and none of Zoey’s. Katie had only just met her when sixth grade had started off two weeks ago, but already Bethany was all she could talk about. Her phone conversations with Zoey were now spent telling her best friend all about Bethany. What Bethany had done. What Bethany had wore. What Bethany had eaten. What stall Bethany used in the restroom. And Zoey was plain sick of Bethany.             
Zoey gazed at Bethany, camera in hand. Bethany was pretty, with shoulder-length brown hair and tanned skin. She wore a lime green sweater and a jean skirt. Her legs were outfitted with brown leggings and on her feet were white ballet flats. Bethany had a great smile, but right then the look on her face was one of pure disgust.             “Um,” said Bethany in an insulting tone. “Hate to break it to you, Zoey, but redheads cannot wear pink.” She gestured to Zoey’s light pink shirt and then to her orange pigtails.             
Katie laughed a loud fake laugh to cover up the awkward silence. She touched Zoey’s shoulder. “Isn’t she funny,” she said loudly to Zoey.             
Zoey gripped her camera tightly. She almost felt like snapping back, but she wasn’t that kind of person. So she just smiled, gritting her teeth.             
“Um, Katie, can we, like, go?” asked Bethany impatiently. “It’s like, getting dark.”             
“Yeah, let’s go,” agreed Katie, jumping off the counter.             
Bethany grabbed Katie’s hand and pulled her towards the door and the two girls ran down the sidewalk, laughing. “Hey guys, wait up!” called Zoey, panting, almost half a block behind.             
Bethany turned around and smirked. “Hurry,” she said fake-sweetly. She whispered something to Katie and the two girls cracked up.             
Zoey half-ran, half-skipped down the block to join Katie and Bethany. “Can you guys stop for a second?” she asked, bending down and breathing deeply. “I need to catch my breath.”             
“Um,” Katie said uncertainly. She glanced at Bethany, who rolled her eyes. “Look, Zoey, it’s getting dark and we really want to get to the beach before sunset so we can take pictures,” she continued.             
“Yeah, and you’ve, like, got the camera,” said Bethany, raising her eyebrows.             
“Okay,” said Zoey, straightening up. But her insides were rolling over. Was that all she was? The person with the camera? Was she worth nothing else? Not to Bethany, necessarily, but to Katie?             
Three blocks later, they had reached the beach. The chilly waters of the Atlantic Ocean nipped the soft yellow sand and a cool breeze whooshed by, blowing Bethany’s hair back. The whole area was nearly deserted, and the three girls took off their shoes and walked along the water in their bare feet. Bethany was chattering rapidly to Katie about something that had happened in one of their classes and Katie was nodding and shooting apologetic looks in Zoey’s direction. Suddenly, Bethany stopped and turned towards Zoey.             
“Like, omigosh,” she breathed. “This is perfect. The sun is setting and everything. You’ve got to get a picture.” Zoey shrugged. “Okay,” she agreed, turning her camera on. She held it up in the direction of the ocean and Bethany burst out laughing.             
“No, stupid,” she said. “Don’t take a picture of the ocean.Take a picture of us.” She threw her arm around Katie and rolled her eyes dramatically. “Duh.”             
Zoey  blushed and readjusted the focus of her camera. Katie smiled a little, looking very uncomfortable.             “One, two, three,” Zoey said, trying to make her voice sound excited. “Say cheese!”             
“Cheese!” exclaimed Katie and then trailed off as Bethany laughed. It wasn’t a nice laugh.            
 “Say cheese,” Bethany imitated Zoey. “Omigosh, that’s like, so dorky.” She laughed again and Katie joined in, staring at the ground. Zoey forced herself to giggle.             
“I was just playing around,” she announced.             
Bethany stared at her. “Huh?” she said. Then, “Okay, take a few more.”             
Zoey stood, clicking away, as Bethany and Katie posed, a different one for each photo. Several times Katie glanced at Zoey and seemed about to say something to Bethany, but never did. Finally Zoey spoke up.             
“Um, Bethany, could you take a picture of me and Katie now?” she asked timidly.             
Bethany stared. And stared. She let out a small laugh and rolled her eyes as if she was sure Zoey was kidding. “I’m not a good photographer,” she told Zoey in a way that plainly meant, no way. “Besides, it’s getting pretty dark. We should, like, go.”             
Zoey turned to Katie anxiously. Katie let out a tiny nod. “We should,” she said quietly.             
Zoey shrugged. “’Kay,” she muttered and pocketed her camera.            
 The three walked in silence for a while and then Bethany turned to Katie. “Omigosh,” she squealed. “You should, like, sleep over!”             
“Uh,” Katie said nervously, shooting a look at Zoey. Zoey could see in her eyes that she was bursting with excitement.
“I have homework,” Zoey said quickly, fingering one of her pigtails. Katie nodded. She turned back to Bethany eagerly. Now that Zoey had dismissed the possibility of being left out, Katie could show her excitement.             The two girls chatted excitedly as they walked down the darkening beach. Zoey twirled her hair through her fingers and the bracelet on her left arm jingled. Katie had given it to her when they were in third grade. There were four small letters engraved on the silver heart. B, E, S, and T. Best. Katie had the other half, which said Friends.             
Zoey glanced over at Bethany and Katie who were laughing about something together. She thought about all the great things Katie had told her about Bethany. Was this really the same Bethany? Why did she have it out to get Zoey? And more importantly, why wasn’t Katie, her best friend, standing up for her?                         
Later that evening, Zoey was sprawled on her bed, reading a Nancy Drew novel. Her unfinished science homework sat on her desk. Zoey loved mysteries, especially Nancy Drew. She wanted to be a private investigator when she got older. She could almost always solve the mystery in Nancy Drew before Nancy did.             
Zoey turned the page and realized she had reached a new chapter. She put her book down, then picked it back up. She had promised herself that when she got to the next chapter she’d stop and do her science homework. But it was just so good!             
You’ll regret it tomorrow, Zoey thought to herself. She carefully marked her page and went to her desk. She tried to do her science homework but classifying rocks was just too boring. The same thought kept running through her mind. How did Nancy, Bess, and George, a threesome, get along so well? Wasn’t one of them always feeling left out? Zoey was open to Bethany’s friendship with Katie, really, but why was Bethany so certain to make sure Zoey felt left out? And why was Katie letting Bethany walk all over Zoey? Why was Zoey?             
“Zoey, it’s getting late,” said Zoey’s mother, poking her head into Zoey’s room. “You should get to sleep.”             “Okay,” Zoey agreed. “Let me just finish this worksheet quickly.”             
“Sure, Zo,” said Zoey’s mother. “Good night, sweetheart.”             
‘’Night, Mom,” Zoey said, turning back to her homework. She pushed all thoughts of Bethany and Katie out of her mind and concentrating on identifying all the Igneous rocks on the worksheet. Then she switched off her desk light, grabbed her book, and crawled into bed. But before she could finish another chapter, she was sound asleep.             The next morning was Thursday. Zoey had band practice every Tuesday and Thursday before school started. She fumbled through her closet groggily for an outfit, putting on the first suitable she found: a green tank top and her favorite jeans. She slipped her feet into her sneakers and pulled her hair into a long red braid before going over to the kitchen to eat breakfast.             
“Here, Zo,” said her father as she gulped down her Frosted Flakes. he  slid her flute case across the table towards her. “It was in the trunk of my car. Wouldn’t want to forget it, would you?”             
Zoey giggled. “Whoops,” she said. “Thanks Daddy.”             
“No problem, pumpkin,” he said, checking his watch. “You’d better get going. Katie’ll be here any minute.”  “Okay,” Zoey mumbled with her mouth full. She set her empty cereal bowl in the sink and picked up her pink backpack.             
“Bye Daddy,” she said, giving him a kiss on the cheek. “Say bye to Mom for me.”             
“Bye Zo,” said Zoey’s father. He handed her her flute case. “Have fun.”             
“I will,” said Zoey as she skipped towards the door.             
Katie, who lived a block away, was walking towards Zoey’s house.             
“Hi,” she said when she reached Zoey.             
“Hey Katie,” Zoey said back. The girls walked in an unnatural silence until they reached the stop sign at the end of the block and Katie suddenly turned to Zoey.             
“Zoey, look,” she said quietly. “I’m sorry about, you know, how Bethany was acting before. I don’t know why she was doing that. She not usually like that.”             
Zoey shrugged. “It’s okay,” she said.             
Katie’s face slowly spread into a grin. “Good,” she said cheerfully. “I knew you’d understand, Zo.”             
“Yeah,” Zoey muttered, scuffing the sole of her sneaker on the sidewalk.             
They had reached Monroe Middle School, and the two girls climbed the stairs to the band room, where groups of kids were getting ready for practice to start. Katie and Zoey sat at their usual seats in the corner and began putting together their instruments. Then Katie set down her clarinet and looked over at Zoey nervously.             
“Zoey,” she said. “I really would like it if you could give Bethany another chance. She’s really cool. Really.”  
“Sure, Katie,” Zoey said automatically. She couldn’t stand to see her best friend so upset. And besides, if Katie thought Bethany was so great, she must be. Maybe she’d just been having a bad day the day before. But all through practice Zoey couldn’t help but think that Bethany hadn’t been being mean to Zoey without realizing–she’d been doing it on purpose. But why, was what Zoey didn’t understand.               
“Omigosh, Zo, we’re  way overdue for back to school shopping,” Katie squealed, back to her old self, as she and Zoey left the band room an hour later, arm in arm.             
“Yeah,” said Zoey, smiling. “How about today after schoo-”             
“Kay-teee!” shrieked a voice from behind them. Katie and Zoey whirled around to see Bethany standing there, decked out in a black leotard, a glittering pink miniskirt, and cowboy boots. Her hair was French-braided, with little sparkly pink barrettes holding it together.             
“Omigosh girl, last night was sooo fun,” Bethany chattered, embracing Katie. “It’s too bad you had to leave early and-” She stopped short, noticing Zoey, and sneered. “Oh,” she said coldly. “It’s you.”             
Zoey swallowed and before she knew it, she was speaking. “Um, my name is Zoey.”             
Bethany stared at her blankly. “Good for you,” she said finally, with a smirk on her powdered face. “Anyway Katie, we should totally, like, go shopping after school. It would be sooo much fun, like…”             
Zoey tuned Bethany out, watching Katie. The girl looked nervous and her eyes kept darting between Bethany and Zoey. Zoey bore her eyes into Katie, willing her to say something–to tell Bethany that she and Zoey already had shopping plans; to look away and continue her conversation with Zoey; to tell Bethany to please stop being mean to Zoey because Zoey was her friend. But apparently Zoey wasn’t important enough to Katie, because Katie just shot an apologetic look at Zoey as Bethany dragged her away, turning back once to grin at Zoey. It wasn’t a friendly grin.                        

 Zoey sat in science class two hours later, doodling in her notebook. First she sketched two happy girls, one with pigtails and the other with long hair. Then she sketched a second drawing next to it. This one showed the same two girls and a third one with dark hair. The third girl was pulling the girl with long hair out of the pigtailed girl’s grasp and sticking her tongue out at her. The pigtailed girl stood alone, pulling on her pigtails and crying.             “Zoey,” said a voice. Zoey looked up. Her science teacher, Mr. Matheson, was frowning at her. “Did you hear me?” “Um,” said Zoey, biting her lip. “No?” The class cracked up.             
Mr. Matheson sighed. “Zoey, Zoey, Zoey,” he said, shaking his head.             
“Mr. M, Mr. M, Mr. M,” said Zoey, shaking hers. The class exploded with laughter.             
“Ahem,” said Mr. Matheson quietly. The class was silent.             
“Alex, could you tell Zoey what we’re doing?” asked Mr. Matheson.             
“But Mr. Matheson, can’t you just tell me?” Zoey asked, completely serious. Everyone laughed. Zoey smiled. She liked being funny. Making everyone laugh. Everyone liked her in class. It helped her forget about certain people who positively didn’t like her and how much it hurt.             
Mr. Matheson smiled. He never got fed up with Zoey, like some teachers did. He just went along with her. “I guess,” he said. “Zoey you need to go to the principal’s office immediately. You’ve been expelled.”             
Zoey gaped at him. But then he grinned and she laughed. “Okay,” she grumbled. “Alex, you tell me.”      
Alex laughed. “We’re separating into groups,” he said. “Mr. M was about to tell us what groups we’re in.”             “Oh,” said Zoey cheerfully. Then, because she couldn’t think of anything funny to say, all she added was, “okay.” Mr. Matheson waited a few seconds, expecting her to say something more. When she didn’t, he spoke. “All right. When you hear what group you’re in, please go sit with those people,” he said. “I have Jennifer, Jason, and Kelly. Michael, Jacob, and Regina. Michelle O., Michelle T., and Anita. Bryce, Hunter, and Zoey. Tyler, Ryan, and Ben…” Zoey looked across the room to where Bryce and Hunter were sitting together. Bryce had gone to her elementary school, but Hunter hadn’t. The two knew each other, though, and were good friends. Bryce was tall, with floppy blondish hair and blue eyes. He wore a black tee shirt and jean shorts. Hunter, on the other hand, was short, with frizzy hair, bright green eyes and a load of freckles. She wore a tee shirt that read, I’d Rather Be Dancing and a huge smile on her face.            
 “Hi, Zoey,” Hunter chirped when Zoey had scooted her chair over to them. “So how fun is this gonna be? Creating a diorama on rocks! Omigosh, I can hardly, like, breathe, I’m so ecstatic.” She rolled her eyes and snorted. Zoey giggled. Hunter had the same sense of humor as her.            
 Bryce raised his eyebrows. “Ignore her,” he told Zoey. “She’s got some-” he lowered his voice “-issues.”             “Do not!” exclaimed Hunter, whacking his shoulder.             
“So,” said Zoey, pulling out a piece of paper so Mr. Matheson would think they were working. “How do you guys know each other?”             
“Our moms are best friends,” Hunter informed her. “But why my mom would be friends with someone who could produce a creature like Bryce, I still haven’t figured out.” She stuck out her tongue. Zoey laughed. Bryce pouted.     “Um, Hunter, I think we should probably start,” he said. “Mr. M is giving us the evil eye.”             
“Oh-kaay,” Hunter agreed. “So how are we going to make rocks interesting?” She turned to Zoey, scrunching up her face in mock confusion. “Can you think of a way that’s humanly possible?” she asked. “I can’t.”             
“Hmmm,” Zoey said, scratching her chin. “I know. We could paint faces on them. We could turn them into characters from Dora the Explorer.” She chuckled.             
Bryce snorted. “Dora the Explorer?” he asked.             
“Don’t listen to him, Zoey,” said Hunter. “Bryce goes home everyday and watches that show like there’s no tomorrow.”             
“I can totally see that,” Zoey agreed. “C’mon, vamonos, everybody, let’s go,” she sang.             
Hunter joined in. She turned to Bryce. “Ring a bell,” she giggled.             
“Whatever,” Bryce muttered, trying not to smile.             
“Zoey,” rang out Mr. Matheson’s voice. “Is you’re group working on a rock diorama or a comedy skit?”             “We’re trying to think of ways to make rocks interesting,” Zoey informed him. “We haven’t thought of anything yet. I don’t think we’ll be able to. I mean, they’re rocks.”            
 Mr. Matheson shook his head sadly. “Better men that you have tried,” he told them.             
Hunter and Zoey tried to look offended. “Men?” asked Zoey.             
“I bet the first person to figure out how to make rocks interesting will be a woman,” Hunter chimed in.             Zoey nodded. “We’ve got it all up here,” she said, pointing to her head. She and Hunter slapped five.             “Hey,” said Bryce slowly. “Mr. M is right. We should do a comedy skit.”             
Hunter and Zoey turned slowly towards him. “Huh?” Hunter said finally. Zoey and Bryce laughed.             
“Well, like we could use the rocks a make up a funny skit explaining about the different types and stuff. Iggie Nyus for Igneous, she could be like a nosy neighbor or something, and Met and Amor Fasis could be like the new people moving in next door and so on…” he trailed off.            
 “Hey, that’s cool,” Zoey said, grinning.             
“I swear he’s a woman at heart,” Hunter told her. “How else could he have come up with a genius idea like that?” Zoey and Bryce laughed. Bryce picked up his pen. “Well, let’s get to work,” he said. “We’ve only got fifteen minutes left.”             
Seventeen minutes later, Bryce put the beginning plot of their skit into his binder and picked up his backpack.  “Hey, do you guys want to meet after school to work on this?” asked Hunter.             
“I’ve got plan-” Zoey started, and then stopped. She was pretty peeved at Katie. Her best friend had just let Bethany walk all over her and was ditching their plans for Bethany. Let Katie get a taste of her own medicine. Zoey vowed to ignore Katie for the next few days until she apologized and lived up to her apology. “Sure,” she told Hunter and Bryce. “Do you want to meet at my house?”             
“Okay,” agreed Bryce. He turned to Hunter.  “Sure,” she said. “We’ll meet you at the flag pole after school.”   When the last bell rang later that day, Zoey, who was in gym, stuffed her gym clothes into her locker and slammed it shut. Her hair was messed up, but who cared? She had to meet Hunter and Bryce. Suddenly, from deep inside her backpack, Zoey’s cell phone rang.             
“Hello?” she said, pulling it out and flipping it open.             
“Zo?” said the voice on the other end. It was Katie. “Look, I’m really sorry but we can’t go shopping today. I have this thing with Bethany,” she stopped suddenly, and her voice lowered. “You don’t mind, do you? You understand, right?”             
“Sure, Katie,” Zoey said coldly. It was fine for Katie to have other friends, but blowing her off for Bethany was just not cool. Well, two could play this game. “And you won’t see me around much,” Zoey continued. “I’ll probably be hanging out with Bryce and Hunter. We’ve got this huge project.” She stopped, then sweetly asked, “You know them, right?”             
“Yeah, that’s cool,” replied Katie. She sounded a tiny bit relieved, but mostly hurt. “Bye, Zoey.”             
“Bye,” said Zoey, pressing the END button.             
She winced, remembering the tone of Katie’s voice. She knew that Katie hadn’t ever purposely meant to hurt her, even as much as she had. And she had purposely hurt Katie. Zoey’s heart pounded when she realized she’d been acting, well, like Bethany. She promised herself that she’d call Katie that night and have a long talk with her. A real talk, like they used to have. But right then she had to meet Hunter and Bryce. She pushed all thoughts of Katie and Bethany out of her mind and headed for the flag pole.               
“Okay, so what’s Amor gonna say now,” asked Bryce. He was sitting across from Zoey at her kitchen table, scribbling into a tattered notebook. Hunter sat next to him, doodling on her fingernails with a purple felt-tipped pen and looking thoughtful.             
“I don’t know,” Zoey said, biting her lip. “I think all the funny has been washed out of me.”             
“Well, lucky for you, I’m here,” Hunter announced. Zoey gigged. Hunter was a big ball of energy, just exploding all over the place. She could never stop talking. Bryce was quiet and more thoughtful, but Hunter did enough talking for the two of them. Seeing how they fed off each other reminded Zoey of herself and Katie. But she wasn’t supposed to be thinking about Katie.             
“…and they’re the ones who will fall in the volcano>?” Bryce was asking.             
“Exactly,” Hunter replied. She turned to Zoey. “Is that good?”             
Zoey nodded. “Yeah,” she said. “I think this is going to turn out great.”             
“Fully,” Bryce added.             
Zoey stared at him. “Fully?”             
“Ignore his surfer-speak,” Hunter said, rolling her eyes. “He’s just weird like that. You’ll get used to it.”             “Sure,” Zoey said slowly, but her mind was elsewhere. You’ll get used to it. Hunter had said it like Zoey was going to be hanging out with them in the future. As in, after the science project. She hoped so. Hanging out with Bryce and Hunter was so much fun. It reminded her of the awesome times she used to have with Katie. Before Bethany Katie. B.B. Katie. But now, with Bethany in the picture, Zoey’s face no longer lit up at the thought of Katie. When her friend’s smiling face passed through Zoey’s mind, she just gave a sort of sad smile. That was the expression Zoey had on her face right then.             
Hunter was staring at Zoey curiously. “What’s up?” she asked, concerned. “You’ve got this weird look on your face. Like…like you’ve just lost your best friend or something…” she stopped suddenly. “Zoey, are you okay?”             Silent tears were streaming down Zoey’s face. She bent her head, immersing her face in a curtain of orange hair. She didn’t want Hunter and Bryce to see her crying.             
“I-I think you-you’d better go now,” Zoey mumbled, wiping her eyes. She clumsily cleared up the table and managed to smile. “See you tomorrow, guys,” she told Hunter and Bryce, who were looking very concerned. “Bye.” Hunter frowned. She looked as if she was about to say something to Zoey, but Bryce nudged her and she closed her mouth.             
“Bye, Zoey,” Bryce said, pushing Hunter out the door.             
“Bye,” Hunter added.             
“Jeez, Hunter,” Zoey heard Bryce say. “Can’t you keep your big mouth shut for once. Look what you did!”             “I didn’t do anything,” Hunter retorted. “I don’t know what happened, Bryce. I’m sorry, okay.”             
Zoey picked up an empty bag of Fritos from the table and threw it in the trash. She ran down the hall to her room and jumped on her bed where she lay for an hour, crying into her pillow.  She must have fallen asleep, because the next thing she knew, the front door creaked and Zoey heard the sounds of her mother getting home from work. There was a knock on her door.             
“Zoey?” said Zoey’s mother. “Can I come in?”             
“Okay,” Zoey mumbled. Zoey’s mother opened the door and came over and sat on the edge of Zoey’s bed.             “Zoey? Are you okay?” she asked. “What’s wrong, sweetie?”             
“I’m fine,” Zoey muttered, burying her face in her pillow.             
“Now Zo,” said Zoey’s mother, stroking Zoey’s hair. “Something’s up. Do you want to talk about it?”             
Zoey shook her head vigorously, but then the whole story poured out; about Bethany, about Katie, about Bethany and Katie, and about Bryce and Hunter too.
“I just really want the friendship between Bethany, Katie, and me to work out,” Zoey blubbered. “Three-way friendships work in Nancy Drew, but I guess that it’s really just in books that it does.”             
“That’s not true, Zo,” Zoey’s mother said softly. “These two kids you’re doing a science project with–Hunter and Bryce–they seem like really good friends.. And from what you’ve told me, it seems like you’ve got a good thing going with them. Three friends. And you guys are all getting on great, huh?”             
“It’s just for a science project,” Zoey muttered. “They have to be nice to me.”             
“It can be ‘just for a science project’,” Zoey’s mother told her. “Or you can make it more. But you have to work at it. Friendships don’t develop by themselves. You have to put effort into them.”             
Zoey sighed. “But Bethany doesn’t want to be friends,” she said. “She just wants to make sure I have none, especially Katie.”             
“I think you should give this girl a chance,” said Zoey’s mother. “Be the bigger person. If she’s mean to you, you have to stand up for yourself. Don’t rely on Katie to do it for you. I’m sure Katie’s feeling very tangled up right now.”            
 “Why?” asked Zoey.             
“Because she really likes Bethany, even if you can’t see why, and you too, of course. I think she’s afraid that if she spends too much time with you she’ll lose Bethany, and vice versa. So she tried having all three of you hang out together, but that didn’t work either.”             
Zoey nodded slowly. Maybe she’d been too hard on Katie. “So you’re saying I should confront both of them and tell them how I feel, right?” she asked.             
“I think that would be a good idea,” Zoey’s mother confirmed. “And, good gracious, it’s six already. I’ve got to go cook dinner, Zo.” She kissed Zoey’s forehead. “Finish your homework, sweetheart, okay?”                        
 “Okay,” Zoey agreed. She sat down at her desk and looked up at her bulletin board, focusing on a picture of herself and Katie at the beach a few months ago. Their arms were around each other, their eyes were crossed, and their smiles were huge. Zoey rested her head on her desk and sighed. Her mom had told her she should tell Bethany and Katie exactly how she felt. But how did she feel?               
The next day was Friday. Zoey woke up late so her mother told her that she’d drive Zoey to school. Zoey texted Katie that her mom was driving her and she wouldn’t be walking. Zoey was glad that she wouldn’t have to face Katie until later. She still wasn’t sure what she was going to say to her.             
Zoey was sitting in the auditorium reading a Nancy Drew novel called The Hidden Staircase when someone plopped down in the seat across from her.             
“Hi, can I sit here,” the person said. Zoey almost didn’t hear her because it was so loud in the auditorium. She looked up. There, with here hair tied in a messy ponytail and a shy smile on her face, was Katie. “Unless you’re sitting with Hunter and Bryce,” she continued in a rush. “I can, you know, move somewhere else if you want and-” “Katie,” Zoey said, keeping her voice level. “Katie, it’s fine.”             
“Oh, okay,” said Katie, blushing. “Okay. I’ll just read now.” She pulled out a bright pink book and flipped it open to a random page. Zoey tried to concentrate on Nancy Drew, but she could feel Katie’s eyes watching her.             Five minutes before the bell rang, Bethany, wearing calf-length light pink converse, knee-length dark pink socks, white short shorts, and a bright pink long sleeved tee, marched over to the table where Zoey and Katie sat. Zoey closed her eyes and braced herself, anticipating the next five minutes filled with insults and ridicule. That’s when she decided it was time to face Bethany and Katie.             
Bethany stood behind Katie, narrowing her eyes at Zoey. “Hey Katie,” she squealed. “Luuuv you pony. Sooo cute.” She squinted at Zoey. “Um, do you, like, ever wear anything besides pigtails? They’re, like, so first grade.” She didn’t wait for an answer. “Come on, Katie, lets, like, go sit somewhere else. I’ve got to show you this new lip gloss set I got.” She tugged on Katie’s arm. Katie stood up, but didn’t move.             
Zoey stood up, then sat back down. She took a deep breath and looked Bethany in the eye. “No.”             
Bethany blinked. “Like, excuse me?”             
“No.” Zoey said it again, clear as anything. Bethany turned to Katie.             
“Like, what’s up with her?” she asked. Katie had a stricken look in her eyes. She whimpered, and then looked at Zoey and shook her head. Zoey nodded.             
“Look, Bethany, I’ve had enough of you,” Zoey said, hardly believing what she was saying. “I’ve had enough of you being mean to me. Katie is a great friend, but you can’t have her all to yourself. She’s my friend too. And it’s fine with me if you don’t want to be friends with me, but please don’t be mean to me. It hurts a lot, and in case you didn’t notice, it makes Katie super uncomfortable.” Katie was squirming. “Maybe we don’t have much in common, but we do have one thing in common–we both think Katie’s a great friend. Am I right?”             
Bethany nodded, looking paralyzed.             
“And Katie, you’ve been my best friend forever, and friends stand up for each other,” Zoey continued, looking at Katie. “It hurt when Bethany teased me, but it hurt more when you didn’t stand up for me. Because that’s what friends do.”             
Katie nodded. A single tear trickled down her cheek. “I-I’m sorry, Zo,” she said in a voice that was barely audible.  Zoey pressed her lips into a small smile. “I understand, Katie,” she said quietly. “I do.” She squeezed Katie’s hand sympathetically. Then she turned back to Bethany.             
“Sit down, Bethany,” Zoey said. “I’d like to try and start over again. I think I know where you’re coming from. I’m not going to steal Katie, okay? I just want to be friends. With her, and with you, too. If Katie thinks you’re great enough to be friends with her, then I want to be your friend, too.”             
Bethany narrowed her eyes. She stared at the ground. “Whatever,” she muttered storming away.             
“No, Bethany, wait!” cried Katie. Bethany looked back and sneered at Katie. Another tear tricked down Katie’s cheek.             
Zoey jumped up. “Bethany, wait!” she exclaimed, speed-walking towards Bethany. She grabbed the girl by her shoulder to stop her.             
“What?” Bethany snapped, turning around.             
“Look,” said Zoey. “if you don’t want to try and be friends, fine. But you should still be friends with Katie. She really likes you.”             
“Yeah right,” Bethany retorted. “She like you way better than me. You guys are best friends.”             
“A person can have more than one friend,” Zoey told Bethany. “One friendship doesn’t take away from the other. They just feed each other. It’s like love. You can love one person and you have more love for a different person but it doesn’t take away from your love for the first person. And besides, you should see Katie. She talks about you nonstop.”             
Bethany lips twitched, like she was about to smile, and then her eyes narrowed. “Okay,” she said quietly. “I really like Katie.”             
“Go over and sit with her,” said Zoey. “I’m sure she itching to see your lip gloss. I don’t care about that kind of stuff. And I just saw my friend Hunter over there.” She gave Bethany a nudge and Bethany scurried back to the table where Katie was sitting alone.             
Zoey gave her a thumbs up, and Katie grinned. Zoey glanced at Hunter and then back to Katie. Katie made a ‘go on’ gesture with her hands and, with one final grin at Katie, Zoey skipped over to Hunter with a smile on her face.